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daylan1309
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I've been in a relationship with my now Ex-girlfriend for 2 1/2 years, I treated her terribly when she was so good to me, I cheated on her and did many terrible things to her. She heard many rumors over the span of our relationship, and confronted me about it, i lied and denied it many time, many many times,i prayed for God to help our relationship, and he gave me many chances, in return for my promises to never do drugs or alcohol again, to treat her right and to live by his word. I broke his promise and basically fornicated with her, and i also drank alcohol again( Now I have stopped that completely) on top of that I kept being friends with the girl I cheated on her with( who was also my ex-girlfriend). I prayed to God to keep us together and asked him what I need to do to make things right. He gave me another chance and our relationship was well again. However, I knew that our relationship would be cursed if i hid the truth from her. I felt like He was telling me to tell her the truth. So two days ago, I told her everything, she hates me now, she hates my guts, she said that I wasted two years of her life, and many, many, other mean things, that I defiantly deserved to be told. I'm regretful beyond words. I love her more than anything, i don't know how i could have done all of these things to the one I love more than anything. She was the perfect girlfriend to me, and I treated her like crap. God knows I'm so sorry for everything that I have done, and he knows I love her. I'm utterly disgusted with my self, just as she is, and i wish more than anything to have a second chance with her. I would treat her like the a queen. I would give her everything, my whole world. I'm so sorry. She doesn't believe a word i say anymore, I can't blame her, but I'm telling the when I say I'm sorry and I love her more than anything. I need to be with her. She said she honestly doesn't love me anymore, she gave me everything, and I took it for granted. She said I'm not the guy for her, and she knows that God has something better out the for her, she said that she would never ever date me again. I honestly with all my heart and soul, wish that I could have another chance, I want show her how much I love her, and treat her the way she deserves. Please help me. My mother said that even if we get back together, she will never trust me again. But i believe anything is possible with God. I honestly love her more than anything, I know what I did was wrong, and I hurt her so much, i know she loved me, but doesn't anymore. I know I love her, and i beg for another chance.Please Pray For God To Give Me A Second Chance With My Love, Please Pray For Him To Fix Our Relationship, And Keep It Strong, Happy, And Healthy. I Know That I Barely Deserve It, But Please, I'm Willing To Do Anything God Tells Me To, To Be With
