Malmech
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Heavenly Father, I am so sad at my current situation. My house burned down and when I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone, you sent me my girlfriend ###. I let drinking get me out of character and showed her some things I wish I never did. You allowed her to bless me with a place to stay and everything I needed until I drank and made a mistake. I’ve been sleeping outside, sleeping on dog blankets on a concrete floor in a garage to the house that was burned down. Inhaling smoke and other toxins just because I didn’t have any other choice. You blessed me with a new job coming up and it made me happy but the fact that my “girlfriend” is ignoring me still is bringing me tremendous sorrow and heartache. Please allow her to see that I’m hurting and I need love and support right now. I’m sorry for what I did, but I feel as though if she loved me she would give me another chance. She says she wants to be my girlfriend still but only talks to me once a day. Please let her break up with me if she is not for me. I can’t imagine meeting and trusting another woman and allowing this hurt to consume me again. There’s times I want to die because I feel all alone. Please help me. In the name of Jesus Christ I pray. Amen

you’re right in everything you said. But I just met her so I know she’s not my wife yet, but that is how I see her as. I want to be faithful and only love her but if this doesn’t work I don’t want a relationship ever again. We’re not staying together anymore, but I can’t do the barely talking to me thing when I think about her all day. It pains me to still feel alone. Did God send me her to hurt me or to love me?