If you can't be kind to someone who's going through a traumatic phase, and have to talk in a way making me feel small as if I'm suffering only because I have less faith, or because I'm not seeking his presence then kindly don't reply at all. I'm already feeling pathetic and wanting to end my life, so I definitely don't want you to add to it making me feel small like that. And FYI, even Elijah was depressed and wanted to end his life, but God never made him feel small as if he wasn't seeking his presence, so unless You're more mightier than God, stop commenting stuff like this. I do pray every day and I do seek his presence, and I do have faith in him, but that doesn't mean I will never have anxiety or go through traumatic things that would make me feel alone.