Please Pray For My Me And My Family

[Steve76]

Thank you for the reasurance. I know that I must stay strong and let not satan defeat me. When I wake up the following morning I feel so depressed but I know I must put God first in my daily life and not to put my daily tasks before him.

I usualy attend service at Calvary Chapel in Thousand Oaks, Ca. I was considering going back to my parents church because Calvary is a mega church and I don't have any friends there. I figure that the whole point in going to church is to worship the Lord and not to socialize but I guess it is important to have support groups. Again thank you for the scripture. I will meditate upon it. GOD BLESS!

Which church do you attend and state? Maybe if the Lord permits I can visit your congregation some day.

 

[walknfaith]

The Book of Job.

 

[broomjoanna]

i am a member of ABUNDENT LIFE UNITED PENTACOSTAL CHURCH AND IF U EVER WANTED TO COME ..WE WOULD MAKE A WAY yeah i know what u meen we used to go to these churches when we where looking that where huge and worship was ..akward everyone mumbled the music and just stood up till it was over and .. I NEED THE MEAT LOL u know what i meen like the ..more intelectual hard core services .. we must all be on one accord we where talking about at the Bible study last week and it breaks that accord and makes it weaker when your ..socalizing and letting ur mind wanwandder and.. making a grocery list lol. THE HEAVENLY FATHER KNOWS WHAT U NEED BEFORE YOU EVEN ASK.. DONT BE LIKE THE PEAGANS THE BIBLE SAID BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT THEYD BE BLESSED FOR THERE MANY WORDS but just ask and you'll recieve as long as U KNOW FO SHO ur request can be fullfilled u cant be skeptical u have to believe.. I USED TO have clinical deppression and wake up every morning wandering WHY I WAS STILL HERE WHY DID U HAVE TO WAKE UP AGAIN..????!!!! BUT I know that was a spirit of deppression i never contemplated suicide honestly but really just contemplated the meaning of my then useless existance.. really though i suggest it helps me get rid of that spirit STILL that tries to kreep into my joy IS GET ON MY KNEES and rebuke it to banish.. I HAVE NEVER been TO A CHURCH WITH SUCH PASSION LIKE MINE,.its home and everyone honestly loves you not CREEPY LOVES u like serously cares for your concern and happiness

i do know that i let alot into my life then that brought on the spirit of deppression alot of people..things ... places..i have to MAKE MYSELF AVOID THEM or i will go back to that i know

in tHE BIBLE the church was the center of the city and it littarly revolved around it JUST LIKE OUR LIVES SHOULD and honestly when it quits being out of repitition and ritualisticness and you fall in love and throw yourself in it and find a place or church where you can ENJOY IT you watch your life slowly change and look back and see it all .. you have to find a place where the bond of the church and the congergation pull you in .. if it doesnt then .. your obvously just going to try to find something and still havnt

so if you dont mind me askin what do you do ? if thats not to private of a question...

sorry my unorganized thoughts are SO all over the place haha thats just me.. BUT i wish you werent a guest and we could write regular messages but THIS IS GOOD FOR ME IF IT IS 4U look forward to your messages thanks for all the responding it helps me

really though its all about submiting ..working on the purpose he has for you all the standerds you reach and all that comes after it .. it all really means nothing until you really submit .. i can recieve nothing until i submit .. really all of myself.. my fears worry life purpose even my job my family my personality.. submit your worry to him..dont feel guilty or bad like your putting him after you bc u are asking for that.. its not selfish ..God cant grant u peace... until u let go of it.. give the sacrifice of yourself to him and he begins to RAIN blessings on you I PROMISE the smallest sacrifice to us ARE ALL HUMONGOUS TO HIM and i know what its like not to have peace of mind and to have no one to turn to to help with it.. it really didnt change until i put him in control over me without resisting

ok im done babbling lol wish we all could just have some coffee and sit down and babble haha

 

[Steve76]

I used to work corporate type jobs but wasn't happy. Growing up I loved animals and was fascinated with them. So I quit my job and started working at a pet store. Pay is not good, actually I was struggling untill God blessed me with my own business working with animals. So right now I still work part time at the pet store but now I own my own website business and aquarium servicing business as well. I always wanted to be a marine biologist so my work is very satisfying now. Praise God!

You know what...I am watching pastor Jesse on TBS and be said instead of waiting for a miracle and waiting for our prayers to be answered we must keep God accountable of his promises to us and demand it. Asking the Lord "What happened to the promises you made with me?" He said instead of asking God to heal us demand it because God is not a liar and God keeps all his promises. That is how you walk in faith.

Well once I get internet back in service I will sign up as a member on this forum. Right now I have to do all my internet stuff on my i-phone.

 

[broomjoanna]

aww wow that bites lol little screen .. i love pets and that must be fun and interesting .. and if you ever could u should come visit our church .. you could come and stay at our house with me my husband and brother in law .. and wow i never thought of it that way.. feels nice to talk to someone in a simular situation under the same circumstances.. so what are the symptoms of your conditions if you dont mind talking about it.. and do you like California ? i like TBN and JCTV is good too .. they have good devotionals on there website .. thats neat you can get on here from your phone.. have you been feeling ok latly?

 

[Steve76]

People with advanced symptoms are like that of Job. I thank the brother who turned me to the Book of Job. I have been living with this condition for 10 years but I now thank God that my condition is nowhere near the condition of others I have seen on the internet and the news. Job's complaints to God was very similar to my gripes to the Lord but Job's trial was far worse than what I could ever bear. It is soo true that God would not burden me with something I would not be able to handle. Praise the Lord for having mercy on me!

I guess I like California since I have never lived anywhere else. I pray IN FAITH that all is well with you sister Joanna.

 

[broomjoanna]

im GREAT THANK YOU SO MUCH and yeah thats my dads favoret book he always says..i happy your ok to and praise the Lord for your blessings. the other night at church in praise and worship before i prayed for you and others on here and some friends and i started praising God and said to him "These praises are for you God and all you will do for them because i KNOW you will i have the faith that you will give them there hearts desires because its your promise." your in my prayers for sure.. is it hot there? theres SO MUCH HUMIDITY HERE maybe there too are you by a beach?