Hi there, I would like to enlighten you by saying that I too suffer from these problems; however, I pushed too far and now, as a result, I have lost my love of all time, ###. She is my world, and I love her to bits, but no matter what I tried, the mood swings, the vicious verbal attacks, etc., I just could not control the poison that projected from me. I very much feel as though Satan himself has everything to do with this, as I never ever wanted or even thought about hurting my sweet girl, as I am a lover and not a fighter, but I did, and I have hurt her so badly she wants nothing to do with me or my family that loves her so very much. My depression has brought shame on both of our families, as jealousy and hate also played a very big part in our breakup. However, now she is gone, and I too have prayed to God to wash me free of all my wrongs and to fill my black heart yet again with nothing but pure, raw love.
I am sorry to hear that you are going through hard times; your plea is playing on my mind like there is no tomorrow, as you have shown me what it would have been from the other side and what hell my ### went through as she tried everything to make our relationship work, as did I, but I was poisoned so badly I just could not pull up. I will pray for you that ### will be healed and washed too of his problems and that you guys can love each other again, with no walls, it will be just free and open-hearted love for you both. I am so sorry for you; I wish you all the best and I know that there is a God out there, and he will do what's best for you both, and I hope that is that you guys can unite again and be one strong bond that no one and nothing will break. This is from a broken-hearted guy who is not overly religious but I am letting God into my life as too many strange things I have seen for me to ignore the Lord. He is real and he is out there; I only wish my heart was as big as his. Let him in and talk to him; it won't hurt, and believe me, he will send you a savior as he has done for me today if you read my prayers. Bye for now, matey, take care and don't lose hope; keep talking to the great man upstairs; he will guide you as he has done for me.
D###.