Doruordorgate
Disciple of Prayer
hi everyone, I would like to submit a prayer request for myself. I truly want all of the blessings that God has with my name on it for me. I truly want God‘s stream for my life to be fulfilled and be played out in this life. I truly want everything that God has written for me. I really truly do. I am going through life alone. I don’t have my parents in my life. I don’t have a lot of family support either. It’s truly just me and God Jesus and heaven armies. I am currently unemployed. I’m looking for a job. I moved back to my hometown and I’m trying to get out because I know that I can’t really achieve all that I want to achieve in my hometown the dreams that I have are way too big for me while I’m in this town. I have outgrown this town years ago and I’m stuck. I’m stuck because of where I’m I financially and I’m stuck because I don’t have a car and I’ve been looking for jobs but it’s a really hard to try to find the right one since most of the jobs in this town are really toxic. It’s a small town in the south of a Caribbean island and the choices are limited, but I know what I want. I’ve always been clear what I wanted in life is really hard to get up and do everything alone. It’s made me severely depressed cause I know what I want. I’m trying to get to work and do what I gotta do to make it out and I live the life of my dreams but it’s really hard. It’s really really hard. I just wanted to ask if I could request. Prayers for God to help me find a job where I can make stable money and it’s a healthy normal job that I can work at and be able to save up money for a car and be able to pay my bills and be able to have stability financially and be able to provide and support myself prayers that God can help me to move out of my hometown into a bigger and better town that has everything I need to go back to school and finish my degree and work up at a job and make more money and accomplish all of my dreams. I want to be stable. I want a better quality of life. I wanna be around to better quality people. I am very exhausted even though I know God got me and God gives me strength as it is still exhausting, I don’t have friends. I am slowly meeting new people, but I wish I had more friends. I also want to be able to help the people that I love and care about. I have two little cousins that whose father are is incarcerated and I’m there for them through FaceTime as much as I can they’re in pain they’re suffering one of them has health conditions and it’s been really hard for her and I just wish I could do more, but I can’t cause I’m broke. I have a friend who’s incarcerated and I wish I could visit him and bring his kids to visit him and do more for him. I have an uncle who has had a second stroke and I wish you could visit him and do more for him too, and give him the best care and provide for him the best doctors and everything he needs I have two brothers and a sister that I wish I could see every day and spend time with them and guide them important to them and support them the way that they need to because their father was not there and their mother did the best they could and I just don’t want none of these people that I care about to fail in life, I don’t want none of these people to die spiritually or mentally or emotionally. I know that God has me isolated implanted to be able to stand away on Sophie and be stable and be able to take care of myself so that I can then help others and take care of others but sometimes I wonder how long is it gonna take? How long am I gonna be struggling for how long I’m gonna still Be in square one? I don’t enjoy being in poverty at all, but I feel stuck and I wanna get unstuck and I wanna get out of poverty. I know I’m worth more. I know that I was born for more. I know that I was born for a bigger and better and blessed life, I know it I feel it in my soul. I’m in the process right now. I’m just trying to trust the process and I’m trying to be patient, I’m trying to stay obedient. I’m trying to trust in God and have faith but sometimes I do wonder am I missing something is there something that I should do more of is there something that I’m not doing. This is truly the prayer request of my life. It’s really important to me to be on the right path and doing what God wants me to be doing and being a good daughter I still struggle to eat how I’m supposed to do on a daily basis, I’ve had to cut things down just to afford food. I’ve had to sacrifice some meals just so that I can last a month and be like this is not my dream I want more for myself. I’m hungry for more sometimes I don’t know if I should move to another country back to America. Sometimes I’d really do get confused and lost sometimes and I just wanna be clear. I want a job so bad I wanna get a car so bad I wanna be fun stable so bad I want to finish my degree so bad I wanna be able to do more so bad my biggest fears to be late for my dreams my biggest fears to miss the life God has for Me.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.