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putzsky21
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I have been living in a difficult situation, I am the only Christian in my Moeslem family and I have a little girl outside a marriage. I have found someone outside my country from a dating website,that I fell in love with, I knew he is my soulmate because from the accidental things that happen between us, our similarity and honestly, he is everything I ever want from a man (and he accepted my daughter as well..so I dont hide anything) I have been talking to him everyday for two weeks, and the last time I talk to him was December 15th because he is going back to San Fransisco on December 18th. I was praying to God and somehow, I started writing him a letter...something that I've never did before! and the letter I wrote was pure from my heart, about my feeling to him, about being scared of losing him...(I would never do that kind of things because I never let anyone know my feelings) and so I sent him my letter through his email, because God wanted me to do it, to take the chance....but, until now, he hasnt reply any of my email, he didnt even showed up to chat...I was really confuse, but every time I started losing my hope or my faith, God sent me signs not to lose hope...so I keep praying, will always keep praying and hoping that those who read this pray for me too..so that one day,God opens his heart for me...and that one day, Scott and I get married and live together with our children for the rest of our live..I believe in prayers..amen