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Grace1
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i know this man whom i hope God brought him into my life, i really like him and i could tell he had interest in me, just i wish i knew whether it was big interest or not. i really want to be with him. i cry often because i don't see him. i feel like so lonely and distant from him. i don't want to be selfish , i do care for him and i want to treat him the best i can. i keep looking at my phone every five minutes and hoping to see it flash red that he has text me. i snapped at him for ignoring me and avoiding me, i was hoping he was doing it cause he was trying to get rid of the feelings he had for me, i was hoping he wasn't disrespecting me or didn't care about me. i know we can be perfect for one another. i just don't know what to do, should i do anything, what is it? i don't want to tell myself anything. i don't want to be lead into temptation. Father God are you speaking to him? I think it is time i asked you are you speaking to him? i have been praying to you for weeks now asking you to speak to him and tell him to forgive me, tell him to not delete my number, tell him to contact me, tell him to be with me, save him for me, don't let him have a partner. God please what should i do? Tell me God in my dreams tonight are you speaking to him, how is he doing, does he think about me, help me understand, are you working on him, is there progress on him? Amen.
