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john6437724
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I really need a lot of prayers. I am baring a lot of hurt. Hurt that I have bore all my life. My heart is so broken it may never be put back together. There's to many pieces scattered everywhere. My heart is hurting badly I cry a lot to much. Lonlyness is no fun. Being alone is horrible. I know I talk about being alone all the time but no one understands . I have no one. I'm human aren't I supposed to have someone a friend ? I've never had one. Do you know how painful that is ? How hurt I am. It's hard waking up everyday and realizing nothing is going to get better in your life it's only going to get worse that's my thoughts that's what runs through my mind I can't get rid off them. Because I've grown up with out people being my helper with out people telling me I'm good enough. With out a friend telling me there hear for me. The only people good to me is my mom and dad and my grandparents who are now gone to glory I have no one don't I deserve someone ? I guess not I'm always told I don't. I give up anyways. I gave up a long time ago because I realized it would never happen.
