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joanne23
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I am trying so hard to be strong. I've been very sick the last few days, I think the stress has had a huge effect on my illness. I had to ask my mother to borrow money for the electric bill and I have just felt so awful about it. The company she is working for is about to close, so she really can't afford to help, but I had nowhere else to turn. I was so ashamed to tell her my situation. I can't even talk to her now without crying. In fact I've been spending a lot of time crying. I wish I could just stop this. I pray that the Lord release me from this pain and pressure and sickness. I've had to unplug my phone during the day because the creditors have started to call. It is stressing me out so bad and making things so much worse. I have nowhere to turn but to God. Please Lord help me. I don't know what else to do. I need a financial miracle to be able to get caught up on my bills and keep my house and pay for my health insurance. Please Lord, I beg of you to have mercy on me and help me.