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PLEASE PRAY FOR ME YET AGAIN: It is that time of year. The holidays are coming, and it is almost my old boyfriend David's birthday, I broke up with him and went to live with my sister. He was very abusive, and he used to stalk me. But this time of year and on Easter, I have dreams about him. In one dream, we are back together and so happy. Was 20 years of my life. It still cuts me like a knife. I pray I do not run in to him around holiday time, etc., when I know he will be back up here from Florida to see his kids. I keep thinking about how long he was asking me to come to live in Florida with him. Maybe I should have said "yes." I don't believe I will ever meet a man or have a husband. And I can't help but remember that there were good times and how when he moved to Florida, he used to call me constantly, jump on the phone to talk to me, text me constantly. The man did not want to give me up. In his own way, he really did love me. Pray that the Lord will comfort me during this hard time, that I will not give in to this overwhelming urge to text or call or e-mail him. Pray I find a good husband who will truly love me and that we will have a long and very happy marriage. Thank you for praying yet again.