livewithhope
Disciple of Prayer
I ask for miracles in this situation! Please help me stand in connection with you my Lord and Trust that whatever happens is within your hands as I've screwed up my life enough on my own and cannot function like this any longer. I need a place to live, that offers peace and beauty and joy and I need a job and I need resources to release this burden I've got myself in. I do not belong in jail or this hell hole anymore! I'm worth more than this and I pray for the strength to say NO to the men I keep choosing who I allow to treat me so badly. I'm done with this life!!! I want health, joy, peace, connection and maybe fun...but a healthy fun not irresponsible fun...and I want to heal my relationship with family if possible especially my son and I pray for strength to endure whatever you decree. But if I am able to ask for a miracle to get beyond this because it can destroy so much and I don't know if I truly have the faith or strength to go through this.......................it gets to a point when you're caught in a 'system' that you only get persecuted and judged and can't find your way through even when you want to and try to do the right thing. All I witness in it is lies....its all about the money....power plays and people don't really care about you. You're just a dog with no rights who is treated like a low life. People judge you without even knowing you or who you are or what you truly stand for....I feel like I'm caught in a time warp....and I'm ready for a new Reality!!! You know I LOVE YOU LORD, and my Angels!!! I've always known you're there, and I know I did this to myself...but I need prayers to open some new doors! It's amazing what you come to appreciate when you haven't had your own bathroom, or privacy or closets or your own bed or a nice fluffy towel. Or a place to cook a meal.....those things most people take for granted. Or to be able to watch TV.....or do what you want to do---freedom! Grattitude for the small things.... Thanks for your prayers!!!!!!
