Please Pray For Me So I Cant Let Go Of My Past And Move On In The Present And The Future

[Christ child]

Please pray for me strongly. In the past weeks I started to think about my past a lot past relationships with ex boyfriends especially one I had when I was just a teenager. I have not heard from him for many years now. He lives in a different country. He never really look for me its always me who is looking for him. This week I found out his mom who I was close to is dead I was really saddened but I was more saddened to find out how her kids included my ex left her all alone all those years. She was a nice lady and was always nice to me. I also found out about his siblings they not the good kids I use to care for. Couple years ago my ex did not have a child now I found out he does I found this online it was a little hurtful he does not know I checked his profile he has no idea its was a shock but I am happy for him I was never going to be with him anyway Im too picky now I am grown and not a little girl anymore. I dont want kids so it will not have work out anyway he is also not a true christian. He is also not financially stable like I would want. I just want you to pray for me so I can totally stop thinking about him and move on with my life. While I was searching for him before I found he had a child I contacted his father so his siblings can contact me I regret it now because I saw them online and they are bad kids its scary they also have kids its sick I actually dont want to reconnect with them. I think about my ex because I am always alone so its like I have no one in my life no one to think about and I would just think about ex because I have nothing else. Last night I thought about my ex sexually and this morning I found out he has a child I felt really bad to have think about him like that. Please pray that I dont think about him anymore for good. He never cared about me anyway Im the one that got hurt all the time. He never show he cared about me he only used me. I dislike men I have always bad relationships with them I dislike the way they act and the way they think. I dont know what God is going do for me because it seemed to me that good men dont exist I want God to prove me wrong and to bring me my future true christian husband this year. Im no longer in my 20's so its urgent that we meet now so we can get to know each other slowly.

 

[MBG]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[kupchurch6]

God has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7. God has given you a future with a hope! It is good and not evil!

 

[Flavia]

Dearest Jesus i bring you this request before you. You said in your word, that you are going back, and whatever we shall ask in your name , Our father will grant it. Father we are asking that You grant this request, we know that your more than able to work amazingly in our lives, We are believing and we have faith that you will work accordingly. Thank you Jesus, Thank you father, Thank you holy spirit. Amen

 

[hostadmin]

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