Please pray for me, I will try to keep this ...

[LouM1963]

Please pray for me,

I will try to keep this as short as possible because there isn't enough paper on this planet to put my life and problems on.

I am 50 years old and my whole life has been a trip from one lost relationship to another.Friends I thought I had turned out to be enemies.From the time God brought me into this world sorrow and loss have been my closest companions.I've prayed more times than I can

count that God would stop my heartbeat while I slept because I am a coward and won't take my own life.I turned to alcohol at an early age to numb the pain of constant rejection from those I loved and reality I couldn't deal with.I have three grown children who hate me to this day and i wasn't an abusive father like mine was before me.I have an older sister and brother who also hate me only because i was born into this horrible world.Now The past 12 years have taken a toll on me.A failed marriage,near

homelessness,Joblessness, chronic unemployment The stress of regret,sorrow, pain and loneliness have taken their toll on me.I am so sick and riddled with health problems I can no longer hold a job.I have never smoked or did drugs but I'm in bad shape.I have tried to reach God for his healing and it has been in vain.I have no money,Live with a person whom I do errands and work for.I've given money i did not have to be obediant believing the television preachers given the last penny I had to Jew and gentile alike that if i put God first he would help me and here I am months and months later sicker than ever.I keep waiting on him and all he does is let me down.and because of this the things a

truggle with I keep falling back on like pornography.Why has God done this to me??.Does he hate me??I know i've done my fair share of mistakes but there are people out there that have done much worse than me and it seems as though God is not concerned with punishing them.Only me.i'm sorry if what I say seems selfish.but why punish one wrong doer and not another.I'm confused,I'm in pain.I told God I just

don't care anymore, that if he hates me why can't he just let me die.That doesn't seem an unreasonable request.People today value their wealth and their lives so much.They have so much to be thankful for but it seems they are thankful for nothing and it doesn't seem to bother God at all.I had to move far from my family and children because the Generational curses in my family were going to land me in

jail for murder.I don't know what to do anymore.I'm starting to slowly go insane over trying to reach a God who says he loves me but is treating me like he hates me.Thank you for any prayers you could give for me.

 

[pradmin]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[waytonice]

Dear Lou, I was trying to think of how I could pray for you effectively so I went to this web site that I use a lot when I have guestions about something. I thought I'd apply a few principles regarding what you are going through right now.

Why Do People Suffer? Sometimes people suffer as a result of their sins.~ Sometimes innocent people suffer as a result of other people's sin. 1Peter 2:19-23 Jesus is an example of one who committed no sin at all, yet He was persecuted killed by wicked men.So we may follow His example and suffer, not for our faults, but when we do good. ~ All people suffer as a result of Adam and Eve's sin. This does not mean, as some teach, that people today are born quilty of Adam's sin or will be eternally punished for it.( Ezek. 18:20. 2 Cor.5:10) But we do suffer in this life because of it. ~ Some suffering is simply a temptation from Satan. ~ Yes God did create suffering as a punishment for sin, but only after He had given people a life without problems and had warned them of the consequences of sin. When they choose to sin, He should no more be blamed for punishing them than a parent should be blamed when he must punish a rebellious child. (James 1: 13,15) All context taken from "Gospel Way". Please know that this also replies to myself as well. For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. I pray in some way that this may help you. God only wants the best for you. He will not leave you nor forsake you. Please do not lose faith but put your total trust in him, and please know that others are praying for you.

Praying In Jesus precious name, Amen

 

[ArPeggio]

Hello hello! Your request really hit me. So you say people have so many things to be thankful for yet they don't seem to be thankful. And you? Have you ever noticed you could also be thankful for something? Anything? Even the smallest thing? God definetly doesn't hate anyone. We are all his children and loves us all equally... although this love can be expressed diffrently according to what God expects from us. Continue to do good: I see a great reward waiting for you.. perhaps not here but in the Heavenly Kingdom. I think you are a very good person, the best until now I've ever seen. Bless you for every kind gesture! And about the rest... never, ever, ever give up on prayer. Prayer is the POWER! Believe in it. Why is your faith weakening?! Have you been to church lately? Go more often. Have you read the Bible often? Read and pray in difficult times. The effects are according to your faith and God's will. Stop trying to take off your life! The amazing life Jesus gave you in exchange of His! A life is SO precious! WHY?! If you're not happy, try living the best of it! Life is not always about money and pleasure. ALL THESE THINGS ARE WORTHLESS! Turn to God! Forget about what you WANT God will PROVIDE! Stop thinking about you, think about God! Have you lived your purpose in the world? Spread the Gospel! Stop trying to ask for more or better, first enjoy what you already have; God is The Storywriter. He has a plan. His story is based on a plot and every person is part of it, every character is important! But te main character is GOD! It's all about God, ALL ABOUT GOD! Praise the Lord!

I hope I helped, even if it's a tiny bit.

ArPeggio

 

[Warriors]

Dear Lord,please have mercy on Lou.

In the Name of Jesus,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave Lou! Now!

Please open the gates of financial blessings in our lives.

I pray that Your will to be done in their life.

Thank You my Lord