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Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. I was doing so well. I was sober for a month (for me, that's a long, challenging amount of time) but I gave in to pressure originating from various fronts and started drinking. One beer led to another, and now I'm drunk....again. I tried to so hard and yet I failed, again. I was seriously trying this time, like I thought I was actually going to succeed, but as usual I failed. I'm so ashamed of myself. I can't believe I let myself do this. And of course, since I'm intoxicated, I figured I might as well give up on all the other commitments I promised to uphold, including drugs, pornography, profanity, etc. Please pray for me. If I was clean for a month and still gave in, I don't know if there's any hope for me at all.
