hearme
Beloved of All
Please pray for me, I have huge problems with praying. Every time I want to pray for friendship and that my loneliness would be gone, some random thoughts just come into my mind and without even noticing that myself I have interrupted praying. Sometimes they're thoughts about what I pray for but sometimes they're random. It's like someone is trying to force me not to pray about certain things. I don't know what's wrong with me but it's just scary to find that I didn't even notice how new thoughts interrupted my prayers. Something or someone makes sends these thoughts to my mind with so great force that I just realize that I have been thinking my own thoughts during the prayer for minutes and then I just start over again.
