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Dahfish
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Please Pray for me. I feel I'm getting more and more depressed as each day passes. I don't want to end up a statistic and my family needs me as I am their rock, the go-to father, husband, son, and brother. They need me, my one daughter has had one of the worst things that could happen to a soul not once but twice and in her eyes I'm all she has and she feels I'm the only one that keeps her above water so I need to be here for her now more than ever. The list goes on and the last 7 years my family has experienced several major problems. We are getting through them and this too shall pass is in our daily prayers. Today in the middle of the afternoon I was drawn to my church. I was praying on my way there that our priest would be there so I can lean on him and he could pray for me. The doors were open and as I walked the church was empty. I sat in the pew and just started to cry. My priest was not there but I felt God's presence very strongly and I was always told to pray for others and help others in need but I feel desperate. Please don't get me wrong I am very grateful for what God has provided to me and my family and He has shown me in so many ways His presence and has got me this far. I'm sorry it may seem I'm all over the place but I feel desperate. I was laid off almost 3 years ago but we are still making ends meet and we have food on the table and still have a roof over our heads probably why I'm feeling so guilty asking for you to pray for me with so many people worse off in life. We are at our last resorts and then an employment opportunity came my way, I was hired after several interviews and several months waiting. They did a drug and background check. I passed everything but one thing. I was not cleared for an incident that happened over 20 years ago. It was a very minor with no persons in jeopardy no jail etc. but still counted as a criminal act that is on my record and I'm afraid it will prevent me from getting this job.
Again sorry for writing so much and please excuse my spelling and grammar. I'm using a small device in the dark with no reading glasses so please excuse me. And please pray for me. Thank you for your time.
Again sorry for writing so much and please excuse my spelling and grammar. I'm using a small device in the dark with no reading glasses so please excuse me. And please pray for me. Thank you for your time.
