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Dahfish
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Please Pray for me. I feel I'm getting more n more depressed as each day passes. I don't want to end up a satistic n my family needs me as I am there rock, the go to father, husband, son, and brother. They need me, my one daughter has had one of the worse things that could happen to a soul not once but twice n In her eyes I'm all she has and she feels I'm the only one that keeps her above water so I need to be here for her now more then ever. The list goes on and the last 7 years my family has experienced several major problems. We are getting through them n this to shall pass is in our daily prayes. Today in the middle of the afternoon I was drawn to my church. I was praying on my way there that our priest would be there so I can lean on him and he could pray for me. The doors were open and as I walked the church was empty. I sat in the pew and just started to cry. My priest was not there but I felt Gods presence very strongly and I was always told to pray for others n help others in need but I feel desperate. Please don't get me wrong I am very greatful for what God has provided to me and my family and He has showed me in so many ways his presence n has got me this far. I'm sorry it may seem I'm all over the place but I feel desperate. I was layed off almost 3 years ago but we are still making ends meet and we have food on the table and still have a roof over our heads probably why I'm feeling so guilty asking for you to pray for me with so many people so worse off in life. We are at our last resorts and then a employment opertunity came my way, I was hired after several interviews and several months waiting. they did a drug n background check. I passed everything but one thing. I was not cleared for an incedent that happened over 20 years ago. It was a very minor with no persons in jeopardy no jail etc. but still counted as a criminal act that is on my record n I'm afraid it will prevent me from getting this job.
Again sorry for writing so much n please excuse my spelling and grammar. I'm useing a small device in the dark with no reading glasses so please excuse me. N please pray for me. Thank you for your time.
Again sorry for writing so much n please excuse my spelling and grammar. I'm useing a small device in the dark with no reading glasses so please excuse me. N please pray for me. Thank you for your time.