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emmanuel_tio
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My Lord and My God, I am having trouble with my body nowadays. I usually feel the spirit of death coming into my body during the night most especially after midnight. I feel the shadow of death conquering my whole body and killing me as softly as he can. I can't fight death really and all I could do is to call on You and ask for another day to come with a living body. How I wish to have a happy death on my death bed but I can't figure out how to feel happy whenever the spirit and the shadow of death touch my body giving me a near-death situation in my parents' abode. I was taken in to the emergency rooms for many time and I have no other thing to do but to call on you. You my diseases and disorders, My Lord and My God, but I am willing to share them to my fellow humans. Angels of death and shadows of death may attack my nerves, my psyches, my lungs, my stomach and my intestines but I can't give my love for You. My love for You may not be enough but Your love for me conquers death. And I thank you for that. I don't feel scared a little but I usually feel the bottomless pit whenever the attacks occur while I am sleeping on my bed. You know everything about me, Lord God, but I have one thing to ask from You, to cure me even if I will die sooner, to cure my soul so that it may be worthy enough to worship You for the rest of eternity, to cure my body to serve You in my neighbors. "May Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven."
Lovingly Yours in Your Most Beautiful Name,
Emmanuel Tio
Lovingly Yours in Your Most Beautiful Name,
Emmanuel Tio
