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sandrah448
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i feel disappointed and angry that God has allowed so much to happen to me. i was molested for years as a child, got rejected at school, failed my classes..had the roughest teenage years with even more rejection. theres no time that i look back and see any good. i gave my life to Christ and things got better for a while. i dated guys and they left me after a while with no cogent reason...crushing my heart in the process. right now av just been heartbroken again, all my dreams have been crushed, i dont have money to finish my degree....i dont see anything encouraging in my life. am contemplating suicide, who will ever love me. i cant understand y God takes away all that av prayed to him for. he shouldnt have given them to me before or given me an interest in them. evryday i wake without hope i dont know what to do. 4give me for my depressing msg, but thanks for taking the time to read it.
