Isaiah 40:29 says He giveth power to the faint, and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. God wants you well even more than you do. So I say to you today, get up and walk and give God the Glory and He will sustain you and your children. God is good all the time and He loves you and if you don't believe that yet read John 3:16 where it says For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Blessings, RMC