MMfan
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me, as I am currently unemployed and trying to look for work. I say trying, because other things keep getting in the way; things that I guess need done for others, but it's taking it's toll on me and my job hunting time. I am getting extremely frustrated, right now, with all of this. Also, please pray for me and having some friendships, I really have very few at the moment. My best friend is several states away, and due to various reasons, we are unable to talk or text very much. It's hard, because she's one of the very few people I am comfortable opening up to. I am so stressed, right now, between these and many other things that God knows about. I'm starting to think I'm ready to give up. I've turned things over to him, I pray, I read, I listen, I ask forgiveness when I mess up, but it seems all for naught. Sometimes, I think I hear something from God, but it's never anything deep or life changing or anything like that. Please pray that he would tell me something. My life is really crappy (actually, it seems like it's been that way, mostly, over the past 20 years or so), right now. I pray, and I know there are others praying, but it seems not to help. I have no job, no money, live with in-laws, wife has no job, it's just not good. Not good at all.
