trippy
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me.
Have been given the job of interceding for my ex-fiancée.
We split 8 months ago, it left me devastated.
Initially, we kept contact via phone and internet, but I found I had to quit this because it was causing me too much pain. Still loved her and still do now.
I stopped contact and handed it over to God. I said if contact is to reopen, then it must be from you only, God.
A month ago, we started contact again after a 3-month break.
Neither me nor ### brought this about; it was really by other means, and in fact, it happened again 6 days later! Again, me and her had no hand in it.
A couple of months back, God spoke to me and told me to pray for her and that she was in a bad way spiritually. This proved to be the case as she confirmed this to me!
In her current circumstances, she has no one to pray for her or confide in within her church or friend scene.
Getting back into contact has opened up wounds for me; it's so painful, but God has confirmed very strongly with me that he wants me to have contact with her and also still pray and fast for her.
I nearly had an argument with God, stating, "Why me, Lord?" I reasoned that I would not be in any fit state for contact to continue and didn't want to go back to the emotional heartbroken state I was in a few months ago.
I didn't mind praying for her, but contact—albeit by phone or internet—as we live 400 miles apart.
God answered me on two separate occasions confirming he wanted contact between us.
This was 100% watertight confirmation, by the way.
I want to add at this point in time that I am no longer the man with the drink problem she left 8 months ago, but God has made me a new man, full of the Holy Spirit, and amazing things have been happening in my ministry.
### is such a lost soul right now; she is no longer the wonderful Christian girl that left me. She has gone into the world and longs to feel right with God again.
Please pray also for ###, but the result of my involvement and intercessory prayer has meant that the old wounds are opening a wee bit, and I am exhausted emotionally. I feel drained, but I want to carry on doing this and being obedient to God.
Please pray for me to have strength as this sort of thing is so very exhausting.
Thank you all, God bless.
Have been given the job of interceding for my ex-fiancée.
We split 8 months ago, it left me devastated.
Initially, we kept contact via phone and internet, but I found I had to quit this because it was causing me too much pain. Still loved her and still do now.
I stopped contact and handed it over to God. I said if contact is to reopen, then it must be from you only, God.
A month ago, we started contact again after a 3-month break.
Neither me nor ### brought this about; it was really by other means, and in fact, it happened again 6 days later! Again, me and her had no hand in it.
A couple of months back, God spoke to me and told me to pray for her and that she was in a bad way spiritually. This proved to be the case as she confirmed this to me!
In her current circumstances, she has no one to pray for her or confide in within her church or friend scene.
Getting back into contact has opened up wounds for me; it's so painful, but God has confirmed very strongly with me that he wants me to have contact with her and also still pray and fast for her.
I nearly had an argument with God, stating, "Why me, Lord?" I reasoned that I would not be in any fit state for contact to continue and didn't want to go back to the emotional heartbroken state I was in a few months ago.
I didn't mind praying for her, but contact—albeit by phone or internet—as we live 400 miles apart.
God answered me on two separate occasions confirming he wanted contact between us.
This was 100% watertight confirmation, by the way.
I want to add at this point in time that I am no longer the man with the drink problem she left 8 months ago, but God has made me a new man, full of the Holy Spirit, and amazing things have been happening in my ministry.
### is such a lost soul right now; she is no longer the wonderful Christian girl that left me. She has gone into the world and longs to feel right with God again.
Please pray also for ###, but the result of my involvement and intercessory prayer has meant that the old wounds are opening a wee bit, and I am exhausted emotionally. I feel drained, but I want to carry on doing this and being obedient to God.
Please pray for me to have strength as this sort of thing is so very exhausting.
Thank you all, God bless.
