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jdfrazier
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Father God, I am seeking your steadfast love and support. Scared yet again, My Fred has been living with a horrible weight has shown it ugly face inside of him again it killing him. He has tried to let go and has tried to get help in passed it and he just can't get passed it. He can't deal with it any longer on his own. He thinks that I am too good for him. He is a very good, supportive, loving man in a horrible place. He doesn't feel worthy of love and affection because of his past. I never knew how bad this has haunted him till (1-23-11). I will never forget the teary eyes and quivering chin and lips as he spoke to me. The enter demon has shown up again, holding on to him making him feel worthless and ashamed, unworthy of love, wanting to give up on his life. He is trying to close off, shuts down emotionally. He doesn't feel worthy of love, he doesn't love himself because he can't work through his past. You have been present with us before, You gave me Your worlds to speak to him. Please give me worlds that he will understand and the ability to speak to him, and guide him in Your arms. For him to know that he is worthy of unconditional love and grace and he is forgiven. Lord show your grace to him in a way he can under and, please bring him back to us whole, show him unconditional love. Lord please give me strength and compassion and guidance and rest. Thank you for the strength you have provided thus far…In Jesus name Amen
