peaceful
Servant
Please pray for emotional healing in my life. I was abused sexually as a child and raped by a family member. The scars a life long. I have suffered a lot but didn't have many memories. My behaviors and toxic behavior would soil out in all areas in my life making it impossible to serve the loving God we have. Recently God has shown me that it is time to now go through the fire but that he would not leave me. He reassured me that I would be okay but that I could no longer continue to deny and block out my abuse. I know God is in control but it is so easy for me to hide behind my christianity and say God doesn't want me to suffer and God won't bring these things to the light. I know now that I was wrong. God can't heal something that I tend to deny. Oh please pray for the strength for me to follow my dear Jesus and allow him to heal my deep wounds.