Callum
Servant
Dear heavenly father I lift myself up to you in the name of Jesus, lord I can't cope anymore I've lost so much after the past couple of days, you already know what has happened lord, I've lied to my closest friend ### lord and I have for the past five months she found out what actually happened between myself and ###, I never intended to lie lord I was scared that she would walk out of my life and now I think she is going to, and I am struggling to deal with it I don't know what to do, I don't have any feelings anymore for ### lord but I do ask that you give her the strength to do what needs to be done, as for ### lord I don't know what to say if she decides to leave my life I will understand lord and it will all be fault because I've hurt her and made angry and broke her trust with lying and what I did to ###, I hate myself for what I have done to both of them and there isn't any chance of redemption, I just want to disappear lord where no one knows me, but I just don't know what to do as that would be running away from my problems instead of accepting the consequences, I'm on the edge lord and it's all my fault and I don't know where to turn to as ### was my rock lord and I've broken the trust between us, I'm scared lord that she is going to leave my life, please help her to forgive me lord and help to make things right between us, in the name of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ I pray Amen

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.