whatintheworld
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Please pray for a very deluded guy who thinks he's meant for me when I know 100000% he isn't. I tried to tell him in the gentlest way I could manage at this time, but it doesn't seem to work, which is an absolute insult both to me, my future spouse, and our love. The other guy has no idea how much I'm disgusted with him over this now as well, on top of everything else. I feel so sorry to my future spouse, 'cause of this guy dismissing our divine love connection from God. Please pray this guy would be set free from his delusion. I'm already sick of his dishonesty and right now I barely like him even as a person, let alone as something which he'll never be in my life. I've tried to say it in many ways over many times, but he just doesn't GET IT. He doesn't realise that in the past, like 10 years ago, I mistakenly thought I liked him for a while 'cause of my sympathy, and 'cause I confused him with someone else. And I have never again since. Just 'cause I gave him my full attention and all of my energies in the past, putting him before everyone else, he thinks he has special right to me and my life even now. Even that was, as I've found out now, in great part b/c of all his lies. If I hadn't believed he was in more suffering than anyone else, I wouldn't have given up basically everything to focus on him. He keeps writing horrendous lies in prayer requests also. It's an absolute insult against God, other Christians that read and pray, and myself. I didn't want to be so detailed, but he is majorly putting me off from wanting him even as a brother. Just by being a brother in Christ, I would've treated him well, esp. coz of our spiritual connection. However, he's making me lose every last drop of any human affection possible. The things he says raises my blood pressure and makes me wanna throw up. It's unforgiveable. Please pray all of this would stop!
