As i was getting ready for my day, this thought came to mind about you, beloved.
There is one theme that runs through the bible and that is TRUST God, even in the midst of our rock bottom life.
David was anointed king yet it took him years before he actually took that place God appointed him to sit. In the meantime, there were people trying to kill him, and he found himself in a ragmuffin group who when they saw no hope, wanted to kill him, too. But hear this, beloved of God...DAVID ENCOURAGED HIMSELF IN THE LORD!
David did something that many of us forget to do. He encouraged himself in the Lord, his God!
We NEED to sit and remember what God has brought us through. Every day there are a variety of miracles passing us by because we want the tangible, visible signs and wonders. God doesn't speak to us in a thunder, but in His still small voice. Why does He do that? Because He wants us to become still, meaning shut out the voices that speak contrary to His word, shut out all those other things in our life that demands attention, NOW! Those things don't mean anything because they are a distraction from the devil.
I heard a testimony of someone chose to trust God for EVERYTHING. One day there was no food in the house, but mother went about setting the table and as they sat down to eat (remember no food) she began to pray and there was a knock at the door. A neighbor had cooked dinner for her family but she had unexpected guests and they wanted to go out and eat, so she brought them their dinner. God does provide! Believe! Believe that God is able to do exceeding abundantly above all YOU ask or think according to the POWER (I see that as word of God) that works in you.
Believe God...trust...no matter what. TRUST!.