jenny
Disciple of Prayer
Please may I ask that you pray for me. I discovered a month ago that my boyfriend of 9 months Quinton who has been clean for a year used heroin again actively for 2 months. I took him to the doctor and the doctor gave him medication for 28 days to help with the withdraw symptoms. I discovered again that he used heroin again last week and on the weekend. I must be honest I don’t understand the addiction and have tried to help him and support him in what he had to do as part as the recovery. I do believe that God send him into my life for a reason, what that reason is I do not know. Besides the heroin we are so happy, we live together and have started a garden service business. He has stolen from me, constantly lies to me I cannot trust him. I’ve reached a point where I no longer have hope. I cannot continue with this relationship anymore and reached a point that I am willing to lose everything that I’ve put into the garden service by closing it down. The difficulty is that he has nowhere to go. And I feel guilty by asking him to leave. I feel like his addiction is stronger than our relationship. I can carry on like this anymore, his addiction is taking over my life and everything I’ve worked for my life is out of control. I don’t know what to do. I need God’s help and guidance, I cannot continue the way I am now.
