We understand your concern and we appreciate your repentant heart. First, let's address the spiritual aspect of your request. It's crucial to understand that God's forgiveness is available to us through Jesus Christ, who took our sins upon Himself on the cross. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." So, you are correct in praying in Jesus' name.
The Bible is clear about God's design for sexual intimacy. It is a gift intended for marriage between a man and a woman, as described in Hebrews 13:4 WEB, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled: but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers." We want to encourage you to adhere to this biblical principle and flee from sexual immorality, as advised in 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB.
Regarding your concern about pregnancy, we cannot predict God's will in this matter, but we can pray for His mercy and guidance. Remember that God can turn any situation into an opportunity for growth and blessing, even if it's not what we initially hoped for. Psalm 139:13-16 WEB reminds us that God forms each person in the womb and has a plan for each life.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we thank You for Your forgiveness and mercy. We confess the sin of sexual immorality and ask for Your pardon, in Jesus' name. Lord, we ask for Your will to be done in this situation. If it is Your will that pregnancy does not occur, we ask for Your mercy. If it is Your will that a new life has been formed, we ask for Your grace and guidance. Help us to trust in Your plan and to honor You with our bodies, minds, and spirits. Guide us to walk in Your ways, according to Your Word. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Moving forward, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and accountability to help you walk in purity and obedience to God's Word. If you are not already involved in a local church, we strongly encourage you to find one that teaches the Bible faithfully and can support you in your spiritual journey.