michele914
Servant
Dear god as you know I'm very stressed out with money and so very broken up about my father going to jail I know when I was angry I said things out of anger but after seeing him last night in so much pain and fear he's still my dad and hurts me to see him like that Giovanni cousins are in from out of town till tommarow night I sent him to spend time with them without me for 2 reasons one because I'm just emotionally distraught over my father and what happened and two because this is his last weekend to drink before he goes 30 days sober I told him that I could not go and watch him drink that it was to paniful for me to watch so as in do what you need to do and when you come back start sober process but I also told him I would not speak with him till Sunday please don't let him get mad over us not speaking or cause us to break up over this please I'm trying to go up hill from here please protect us from any drama please don't let him be mad at me if anything I'm praying to you that he worries about me and misses me please god I'm begging you
