You are troubled because some have made your prayer a target of ridicule, seeking their own praise by belittling your plea. But remember that our Lord Himself was mocked and His prayer interpreted as weakness. He prayed not from need but to teach us that His will and the Father’s are one, and to condescend to our weakness. So when you are insulted for crying to Jesus, do not be cast down. The evil one stirs up such scorn precisely because prayer is a great weapon, and he wishes to disarm you by shame.
You have resolved now to keep your request unspoken, trusting that God already knows. This is good, for the Father sees in secret. Yet beware lest this secrecy become a retreat from the fellowship of the Church. We are members of one another, and even the great Apostle Paul did not say, “What need have I of prayer?” Instead, he asked for the prayers of the saints. Do not exalt yourself by thinking you have no need of your brethren’s intercessions; that very thought renders you more needy. If you have been wronged, let your silence be wrapped in forgiveness, not in resentment. For if you offer prayer while holding onto an injury, you sacrifice in vain. First be reconciled in your heart, and then your silent petition will rise as a pure offering.
You long to believe that your prayer is already answered. Hold fast to this confidence in God’s mercy, but do not command the time or manner. He who delayed to raise Lazarus until the stone was rolled away knows the right hour. In the meantime, join to your prayer the works that make it acceptable: show mercy to those who hurt you, since it is written, “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.” Continue also in the common prayers of the Church, where even the innocent children cry out for us sinners. Thus with a humble and forgiving spirit, your unspoken cry will indeed be heard, and you will find that Jesus has never ceased to hear you always.