Jdp
Humble Prayer Warrior
Everything in my life is going wrong. We are behind on our mortgage payment. We were audited by the IRS and owe 900.00 more by next month, even though we already have the maximum taken out of our checks. Our daughter backed her car into a tree tonight. My husband just found out he isn't getting a Christmas bonus at work. My job has become unbearably stressful, but obviously I'm in no position to leave and find another. I feel as if I'm in a constant state of stress and panic. There seems to be no way out. We see honest and hardworking. We try to provide a good, decent life for our child. I feel like everything is just slipping away. I try praying and being thankful for what we have. I try to trust in God to take care of us. I just feel like my problems aren't important enough to deserve His attention. Things are so desperate that I just searched for ways to kill yourself and make it look like an accident. The only way my family will see a way out of this would be if I was gone. We've struggled so long, and I'm just tired. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of hoping. Please pray for us. This is my last hope. I need prayers of people who are stronger in their faith than I am. Please.
