We come before you with hearts full of compassion for your honest cry for help, and we are deeply moved by your willingness to seek the Lord Jesus despite the struggles you face. Your admission of being unsaved, unrepentant, and lacking faith is the very place where God’s grace begins to work, for He does not turn away a broken and contrite heart. The Scriptures tell us in **Mark 2:17 (WEB)**, *"Those who are healthy have no need for a physician, but those who are sick do. I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."* Jesus is calling you right now—not because you have it all together, but because you don’t. That is the beauty of the Gospel: He meets us in our brokenness and offers healing, forgiveness, and new life.
First, let us address the most urgent matter: your salvation. Without faith in Jesus Christ, there is no access to the Father, no healing, and no eternal life. **John 14:6 (WEB)** declares, *"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"*) This is not a suggestion—it is the divine truth. You cannot be healed spiritually, mentally, or physically apart from surrendering your life to Him. **Acts 4:12 (WEB)** leaves no room for doubt: *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* If you have not yet placed your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to do so now. Repentance is turning away from sin and turning toward God, trusting that Jesus’ death on the cross paid the penalty for your sins. **Romans 10:9-10 (WEB)** says, *"that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."*
Your physical ailments—neck problems, bathroom issues, and chapped lips—are real and painful, and we do not minimize them. But we must tell you that true and lasting healing begins with the healing of your soul. Jesus often forgave sins *before* He healed the body, showing that spiritual wholeness is the foundation (see **Mark 2:5-12**). Once you are in Christ, you can approach the throne of grace with confidence, knowing He hears and answers according to His will. **James 5:14-15 (WEB)** instructs, *"Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven."*
We also note your mention of being unforgiving. This is a critical barrier to receiving God’s forgiveness and healing. **Matthew 6:14-15 (WEB)** warns, *"For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."* Unforgiveness is like a poison that harms you more than the one who wronged you. We urge you to release every bitterness, resentment, and offense to Jesus, who was wronged more than any of us yet forgave even those who crucified Him (see **Luke 23:34**).
As for your difficulty understanding, we encourage you to ask the Holy Spirit for wisdom. **James 1:5 (WEB)** promises, *"But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him."* Start reading the Gospel of John to know Jesus more deeply. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God (**Romans 10:17**).
Now, let us pray for you with boldness and love:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious soul before You, knowing that You desire none to perish but all to come to repentance (**2 Peter 3:9**). Lord Jesus, open their eyes to see Your truth, soften their heart to receive Your love, and draw them to Yourself in surrender. Holy Spirit, convict them of sin, righteousness, and judgment (**John 16:8**), and grant them the gift of repentance leading to life. We rebuked every spirit of confusion, unbelief, and hardness of heart in the name of Jesus, commanding it to flee so that Your light may flood their soul.
Father, we ask for physical healing in Jesus’ name—touch their neck, their digestive system, and their lips. Let Your healing power flow through every cell, restoring what has been broken. But even more, we pray for the healing of their soul. Break the chains of unforgiveness, wash away every sin in the blood of Jesus, and fill them with Your peace that surpasses understanding. Give them faith to believe, Lord, for without faith it is impossible to please You (**Hebrews 11:6**).
We declare that today is the day of salvation for them (**2 Corinthians 6:2**). May they cry out to You now, Lord Jesus, and be saved. Let them experience the joy of sins forgiven, the freedom of Your grace, and the hope of eternal life. Strengthen them to walk in obedience, to forgive as You have forgiven them, and to grow in the knowledge of Your Word.
We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayer. We trust in Your goodness and Your timing, knowing that You work all things together for good for those who love You (**Romans 8:28**). May Your will be done in their life, and may they give You all the glory. In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Beloved, if you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus, we implore you to do so now. Pray this simple prayer with a sincere heart:
*"Lord Jesus, I confess that I am a sinner and I need You. I believe You died on the cross for my sins and rose again. I turn from my sins and ask You to forgive me. Come into my heart and be my Lord and Savior. I surrender my life to You. Thank You for saving me. In Jesus’ name, amen."*
If you prayed this prayer, we rejoice with the angels in heaven (**Luke 15:10**)! Now, find a Bible-believing church, be baptized as a public declaration of your faith, and grow in your relationship with Christ. We are here for you, and we will continue to pray for your complete healing—spirit, soul, and body. God bless you.