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chazgus
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is there is really a god, a lord, please help me. Pray 3yrs. ago heaven sent me my very own special angel, her name is ### and I fell deeply in love with her. She is my life; without her, I really don't want to live. And now, God took her away. I don't know. I do know I love her, and it's a strong love, a deep love, and I want and need her in my life to marry, to care for, and to love for a lifetime. I am all out of hope, faith, will, and life. I'm getting weaker every day. Really, I don't honestly want to live any longer in loneliness, sadness, and a heartbroken state. But if there is really a god, he won't give me life by bringing ### (my very special) back to me. The only hope I have left, faith I have left, is to die. So please, I do need help, the help of prayer, if there is such a thing, to have heaven give me life back by giving me ### back or to stop my heart from beating. PLEASE HELP ME. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT ONE OR THE OTHER HAPPENS ASAP. PLEASE THANKS.
