Please Help Me, I Cannot Live Like This

[Brenda222]

I pray and pray and pray. I left my job in September. Perfect hours, location and kind of work I love to do. I was depressed from a breakup and he kicked me out of the home. I let an ex friend talk me into changing jobs. I have not worked in 6 monts now (since the one she talked me into going to didnt work out), horrible environment. I am desperate. I really needed to stay at that job. I pray and pray for my job back. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and be employed there. I ask and pray for GOD to work a miracle in my life. I really do need that job. I have not worked in 6 months, cannot find a job, Im getting older and have a child at home to support. My life just seems over. I cannot sit here and job hunt all day on the computer, it is driving me crazy and I do mean crazy. I had asked the Lord to bless me with a job and then my ex friend talked me into leaving because she knows I was vunerable and depressed and going thru alot. I miss my job, I am good at it. I ASK if the Lord can please work a miracle in my life and touch the hearts of the people in h.r. and the boss and give me my job back. I am very suicidal at this point. I cannot take living like this. I don't know how I will pay rent or bills. Unemployment does not give me enough to pay rent. I am begging and asking the Lord if he can touch their hearts and let them rehire me. They do have a no hire back policy but I know the Lord can touch their hearts here and let me come back to work. I had benefits and everything I needed there. Depression got to me. Please oh please I beg, please pray for me. I don't know everyday if I will wake up and live thru the day. I cannot live like this. I pray. I know its wrong to end your life but this is not a way to live. I dont want to live like this. I just want my job back that I left in September. I cannot live like this. Please everyone pray for a miracle. I have been out of work for 6 monts and cannot even pay rent and have already lost 2 apartments and dont want to lose this one. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND A MIRACLE IN MY LIFE TO GIVE ME MY JOB BACK. I had happiness and the enemy in my ex friend talked me out of it and now she doesnt even speak to me. I am depressed and dont want to live anymore. I cannot live like this.

 

[Harold]

Father, I pray for this woman and what she is going through. I ask for Your perfect will for her life and for the job that she needs. I know through faith You will open the doors for her and give the provisions she needs. I pray for her to turn her eyes fully to You and have the faith in You answering her prayers. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Brenda222]

Thank you for praying for me. I pray and pray for my job back every day. I am good at this and can make it work. I dont know why I let the enemy get in my life. I keep turning to the Lord for my job back because I know he can work miracles. I am losing everything including my mind. I don't want to leave this world and just leave my child but I cant live like this anymore. Its too hard to wake up and not know if you will be able to pay rent. I beg and beg the Lord for my job back. I am afraid that I will kill myself, I know its wrong, Im just afraid of it happening. I made a mistake. Can I be forgiven for it and not suffer. Can you please pray to GOD to touch their hearts and give me my job back. I was wrong. I cannot deal with living like this. This is worse than being dead. Thank you.

 

[deborah]

Dear Brenda 222:

We ask the lord to lift your heart and soul out of the depths of despair and guide and lead you to a perfect place where you are free to be your best self. Infinite lord in all of your wisdom may you lead Brenda down the path which is best for her may you guide her and make her feel your perfect love all of the days of her life...For this we pray in jesus name amen.