johneybishop3
Disciple of Prayer
Please Help me God, I know i fell out of religion and a relationship with you but I'd do anything to have that relationship back. I miss having that assurance, that feeling, that passion. I need help. Im stuck in a corner and cant get out. Ive tried Hoodoo magic, ive tried atheism, ive tried agnostic, but there is truely nothing like you. I have lost my job, my bills are piling up, i feel like i have no purpose. but i know i have a purpose, i just dont have that fire anymore. please help. I dont know why things are going this way for me, im am not evil, im not mean, or nasty. I even have an invention sitting here at home that can change the world and save lives, Tires that melt ice. and I cant seem to get money to fund that......when clearly the idea is brilliant and unheard of. please God, as I rest my eyes, take away all my pain, my hurt, fill the cups that are lacking. help me. please. I have no friends to turn to, nothing. I lost all my friends, i lost my drive, i lost my great personality, all when i lost You. Please God, Im knocking....please answer the door and invite me back like the bible says you will. show me something, any sign, thats all i need. I tried hoodoo because i was looking for quick answers and found out that, that was just a mental thing.... please help me. In Jesus name, Amen,
