mattosan
Account Closed
lord things are so much better than they have been in the last 8 months and you have done so much work in both of us but she still doesnt want to reconcile and my ability to stand goes from strong to wanting to give up...lord please give me the faith to stand...please show me that standing is what you want me to do... call me lord in a way that i know,that I know, its from you as sometimes i wonder if i called myself to this....lord i do know that you hate divorce and i "think" that this is exactly what you would have me to do...but is it? am I doing the right thing? do all standers question thier stand??
or am I the only one that goes from day to day wondering if I am in the will of God or am I chasing the wind?? lord i love my wife with all that i am and cant imagine being with anyone else..lord if I am wasting my time then release me from this heartache...but if this is your call on my life and the heartache goes with the call I will gladly stand and endure the heartache but if this is a waste of time then please god show me the right path to take..and lord make it plain to me as I cant seem to figure it out on my own...lord i need direction,wisdom and insight...please god, please...
or am I the only one that goes from day to day wondering if I am in the will of God or am I chasing the wind?? lord i love my wife with all that i am and cant imagine being with anyone else..lord if I am wasting my time then release me from this heartache...but if this is your call on my life and the heartache goes with the call I will gladly stand and endure the heartache but if this is a waste of time then please god show me the right path to take..and lord make it plain to me as I cant seem to figure it out on my own...lord i need direction,wisdom and insight...please god, please...