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God, How long do you want me to cry?I don't know why, people who do nasty awful things get all the good things in life.Are you punishing me for trying to be good?i asked you to forgive me if i upset you in anyway, i repented just for being really, and i cried i fasted and asked you for a loving husband.I am now feeling tempted to put myself up on a speed dating website.That is very unsafe, but i have become that desperate.Please send me a husband.I cannot cry in pain anymore.Please bless my book. i wrote my first book, and now am finishing a film script.This will be a source of financial provision for me if you bless the sales-and then the glory nd alot of this money will go to you anyway God.God, i'm hanging by a thread.Please bless me with unusual financial blessings, if anybody has stolen from me, let them repent and give me back the money too.i'm not angry, i just don't want to suffer.Also, please bless my womb.Things have aways gone wrong in my life, so after i get married, let me fall pregnant without any difficulty.I need you to dosome amazing things in my life.I need miracles.I also beg you and this i'm admitting i feel resentful. dad admitted that the only reason we went back eveyr ten years to see grandparents and aunties and uncles in india, is because we couldn't afford it.when i asked why? and how come others are going eveyr year or two years.He said because they aren't helping people.We loose loved ones i only see my nana every ten years or five, these people die before my next trip.This made me furious.Why should we suffer without seeing those we love, becausedad is giving all money away?Pleease Jesus, it's okay to help people, but please make provision for us to go eveyr year, before my nana or my next uncle dies from something or an aunty.Because we only went onece every ten years or 9, we lost one uncle, and then his mother six months later, then another uncle in a lorry accident and more.I do not want this life, we dontdesrve it God.I pray a change over this situation.Amen.
