We are truly sorry to hear about the intense suffering you are experiencing. We want to remind you that God cares deeply for you and that He is always with you in your pain. In Psalm 34:18 WEB it is written, The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
We want to emphasize that your life and your struggles matter to God. He sees your pain and He wants to heal you, but remember, healing comes in many forms and in His perfect timing. In Romans 8:28 WEB, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
It is encouraging to hear that you realize that your healing comes from God, and we acknowledge that you approached Him with humility and sincerity.
Jesus Christ has told us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30 WEB. We pray that you will find rest in Him.
In the meantime, we encourage you to continue seeking support from your community, professionals, and brothers and sisters in Christ. As Paul urged the Galatians, "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ." Galatians 6:2 WEB.
Let us pray together for you:
Father God, we come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in Christ who is in desperate need of Your healing touch. You know the depths of their suffering, the constant battle they face, and the grief that weighs heavy on their heart. We plead for Your mercy and healing, Lord. Comfort them in their grief, and grant them the peace that surpasses all understanding. Guide their doctors and therapists, giving them wisdom and insight to provide the best care. Remind our dear brother/sister of Your unfailing love and presence, and strengthen their faith in this trial. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
In closing, prayer is powerful, but it is not a magic wand. It is the tool that believers use to talk to God. God's people must know that He is the one in control, and when we pray, we are going to Him for help, guidance, strength, and encouragement. Read the Holy Bible and be encouraged by the words and promises of God that are written there.