1 Peter 2:2 As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby:e to hear that you have accepted Jesus as your Lord and Saviour.
I love to hear that you have accepted Jesus as your Lord and Saviour. Welcome to the family of God.
This usually does happen after a while to someone who has accepted Jesus and Lord. Especially if it is accompanied with a lot of feelings. Being filled with the Spirit is an awesome experience and an experience to be remembered and cherished. But there comes a time when we need to advance in our experience with the Lord and "know" the Lord is there with us, always and ever through anything and everything we ever go through. His Word, the Bible, tells us and presents to us many promises. We can and should commit some of these promises to memory and speak them aloud each and every day. Psalm 91 is very good to memorize and to speak aloud.
God has not given up on you, count on it. He has paid for you through Jesus. Jesus has redeemed you with a sacrifice of Himself. How could someone pay that kind of price and then give up on you? If anything, we give up on the Lord. "Know" that the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit and your guardian angels are right there with you. The Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit are in you. Talk with them just like you would anyone else and make a connection with them. They will answer back, in many ways. Seek, ask, knock, be persistent, pursue the Lord with all your heart, and you will find Him.
In the name of Jesus, I bless your life with the life of God and the Holy Spirit.