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Venessa
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After the death of my middle son 3 years ago my marriage fell apart and my husband started having an affair, after a marriage of 26 years my divorce was finalized last week after a struggle of 2 years to reach a settlement. I tried to be strong, believe and pray for guidance but all of a sudden walls are coming down around me, my future looks dark and lonely, I have to find a job after being full time mom for 25 years and looking after the farm and animals and being my husband`s personal assistant in our export bussiness. I can`t pray, I`ve lost my faith, I feel sad and lost most of the time, and it feels as if there is absolutely no reason to carry on with this life. I use to believe God has a plan for me, but there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Please pray for me, I`ve been pushing friends and families away because I believed I needed time by myself to heal, but the sadness won`t go away and I am losing my grip on reality!
