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shalin
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I Am exhausted mentally looking for job openings and trying to find myself a job, I can give my best to. I Ask God to bless me with a decent job where I can use the skills I have been blessed with. Please pray for me so that I get a permanent job. I have worked as a temp for more than 6 months and the contract sadly ended, I took this positively, thinking that everything happens for the best and maybe this ended to open the gates to a better opportunity. But unfortunately, I have been jobless for 2 months now after that contract. I had another one for just 3 days a week, but when I was asked not to come in after 6 days of my work, I was totally depressed and cried every single day in pain and agony. I couldn't understand why would God offer me something I was not good at and then have me not come in, because that in turn has made me so scared, wondering what if I am asked not to come in another place when I join. I never wanted to take up that job because it was in finance and that is not my forte, but I still tried and asked God every single day to bless me so that I don't falter and do my work and understand what I have to do. The thing is at my previous work place as a temp, I had some really good feedback from my superior and they gave a very good reference to the recruitment agent. And then this took place soon after, I started to feel hopeless and I don't feel like doing anything, thoughts of it's better if I would die is what comes in my mind all the time. I pray not for riches, just for a job I can do well and understand, and I am a hard worker and give my 100% to my work. Please pray so that I get a decent job that has a reasonable pay so that I can not feel like a burden anymore. I want to help my husband financially by paying the mortgage and the bills. That's all I am asking God for, I don't want a luxurious life sitting at home shopping and partying, as a Christian, I want to do my duties of working and earning money for day-to-day life. People say don't worry, you are smart and will definitely get a job, now with all this happening, I no longer believe in that. I am losing my confidence and feel that God has abandoned me, because my prayers seemed to go unanswered. Please pray for me.
