katjoe
Disciple of Prayer
don't know whats happing my hours were short from 149 to 29 for my husbands care i got major cronic depression and panic attacs as i said my husband is blind and kidneys are shut down and has a leg that is cut of off now belive me i have faith in god i pray every night for our good health but recently i can't eat my stomach hurts i have sweats and i know it is not a nerves stomach ack i feel different the sieght of food makes me sick. we have no money to pay our bills and no money to our car smoged or tags or insurance. My god what else i feel so sick i lost wheight i asked god to heal both of us i want to feel good how do i pray for healing i know i get a lot of prayers for healing but nothing..i have been through so much already for years and years and years it would take a long time to write every thing I just want to feel healthy and strong for my husband he needs me and my family i feel to cut my life short i have no one to talk to i am alone why can't god heal me? i love my god but i need healing no more pain why can't he just take me home now. please help me i am so desperet every day i am sick for the last 4 months i have been on here for prayer and i still have faith that is why i keep posting am i doing somthing wrong? does any one know of a healer here in San Bernardino Calif ? I picked up smoking for my depression i have smoked for 30 years or more now it is worse....thank you and god bless..nothing has changed we have gotten from bad to worse no food no money ..I belive that somone put a curse on me and my family i have been married 3 times my first he husband abused me and left me a sick baby and he past away for my son never to meet him..my 2nd was cheating on me for 25 years he had me never to leave the home and i could not communicate with any one now i have trouble trying to talk to people face to face, now my 3rd husband don't show me love he is so mean and handicapp as i have stated i have really tried to get along with my in-laws they hate me in fact all three times i have been married all my in-laws hate me..people say they gonna help but they all back down so many of them they can't help us ..i am so very very sad i cry every day no one can help i have prayed to god to help us for many years and nothing i can't get through to him and my list goes on and on of many disapointmens and failures and so much hate and fights. what am i doing wrong..i have been cathloic christian and now i am a penticostal what is right..been baptized 4 times i go to church i have been born agin.. can some one pleas tell me what i am doing wrong...so many have hated me i feel god does too....
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