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OGOCHUKWU
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I have been married for 2yrs,but haven't known peace. God blessed with a son nine months after my marriage,since then i have always heard voices speak without a face. Tried as much as i could to pray,i even went from church to church in search of deliverance.
I no long understand my husband he has added more sorrow to my life,most night i run away for my house cause i don't feel comfortable with the enviroment. It got to apoint when i started think that he was a ritualist,evertime he fouses me to have sex with him.he makes me understand that he has so many girlfriends and can sleep with my sister if he wishes. As i write i'm in my parents house. My mum feels i'm pretending cause i refuse to follow her to a spirituality. Sometimes i ask if God is aware that i'm still alive.i think of death everday but i wonder what would happen to my children,who would take care of them,who would love them. why did God give me d opportunity to have them when i can't take care of them. But who am i to question him.
I no long understand my husband he has added more sorrow to my life,most night i run away for my house cause i don't feel comfortable with the enviroment. It got to apoint when i started think that he was a ritualist,evertime he fouses me to have sex with him.he makes me understand that he has so many girlfriends and can sleep with my sister if he wishes. As i write i'm in my parents house. My mum feels i'm pretending cause i refuse to follow her to a spirituality. Sometimes i ask if God is aware that i'm still alive.i think of death everday but i wonder what would happen to my children,who would take care of them,who would love them. why did God give me d opportunity to have them when i can't take care of them. But who am i to question him.