BrazillianBlessing
Prayer Warrior
Please pray for my personal and professional life. I have an amazing job working as a teachers aide for SpEd children. I love it and I wouldn’t change it but it can be hard and overwhelming sometimes. The SpEd teachers I help, neither like me. The other teachers aides ignore, treat me differently or rudely or look at me up and down. I pray for strength and wisdom and that my job is secure and that things come to light and change. I pray that they give me back the position, they are not getting many Sails Children next year and moved me out of the Sails Class in making me a regular Aide on campus. I pray for a better year next year and that I will get my position back working with all my Sails Children. If I don't get my sails position back I would love to work closely in a classroom setting with the children with troubled behavioral issues known as BEST.
On the other hand, I have a very real problem. I have a man that I do love with all my heart. We are not married and have both unitedly decided to remain pure. Or at least I have remained that way. I have chosen to dedicate my life devoted and putting Christ at the Center of my life as a believer in hopes of one day being married and he has fallen hugely backwards. He chooses social media of all types, lately TikTok, OfferUp, and YouTube have been his choice of posting messages to other women. He watches the naked videos that these women post or message back to him, inappropriate porn like videos. Some of those women got his number and text/call his phone. He also has other women’s number that he get wherever he goes and from work that he calls/texts. He even messages his ex wives, especial one of them. He listens and follows other men that cheat on their girlfriends or wives. These other men, he is in constant contact with everyday with unpleasant or lustful conversations. One man openly messages him about being with other women and then lies about it when I confront him. I tell him that I will pray for him and put him in prayer through a prayer group I'm involved in. This guy has mine going stray with messages to other women behind my back and secretly keeps up the affairs with these women. He even calls them or now I see them calling him. He’s always on his phone from sun up to the time we go to bed watching some videos or messaging someone. His phone has become an Idol to him to where he is on it everyday all day!
I pray and seek God out everyday and I do everything I can to be a great partner to him but I feel I’m not enough or he doesn’t want me. I believe that God's timing is perfect and I believe in His word and I follow and walk with Christ everyday. So please keep the prayer up with me in Jesus name for my situation and circumstances.
On the other hand, I have a very real problem. I have a man that I do love with all my heart. We are not married and have both unitedly decided to remain pure. Or at least I have remained that way. I have chosen to dedicate my life devoted and putting Christ at the Center of my life as a believer in hopes of one day being married and he has fallen hugely backwards. He chooses social media of all types, lately TikTok, OfferUp, and YouTube have been his choice of posting messages to other women. He watches the naked videos that these women post or message back to him, inappropriate porn like videos. Some of those women got his number and text/call his phone. He also has other women’s number that he get wherever he goes and from work that he calls/texts. He even messages his ex wives, especial one of them. He listens and follows other men that cheat on their girlfriends or wives. These other men, he is in constant contact with everyday with unpleasant or lustful conversations. One man openly messages him about being with other women and then lies about it when I confront him. I tell him that I will pray for him and put him in prayer through a prayer group I'm involved in. This guy has mine going stray with messages to other women behind my back and secretly keeps up the affairs with these women. He even calls them or now I see them calling him. He’s always on his phone from sun up to the time we go to bed watching some videos or messaging someone. His phone has become an Idol to him to where he is on it everyday all day!
I pray and seek God out everyday and I do everything I can to be a great partner to him but I feel I’m not enough or he doesn’t want me. I believe that God's timing is perfect and I believe in His word and I follow and walk with Christ everyday. So please keep the prayer up with me in Jesus name for my situation and circumstances.