leona
Humble Servant of All
I am feeling a bit deflated. I met a number of people Saturday that were celebrating the fact that I have not been working for 3 years. This includes my mothers sister. A few people who are very involved in different churches that treated me badly. God did a lot of signs around these people that confirmed what I was saying was right.
For instance, I was working for a lady who worked closely with my former Pastors' wife.She said she would stop having men over, so she could grow closer to God. She asked a lot of questions about the bible. She stopped her son from having girls in his room. He was angry.
Very soon somehow she began conversing with this pastor & others who advised her that all this was not necessary. They told her I was a lesbian. They told her I was just trying to control her & enjoy living in her house whiles she was working all day. They advised her to get rid of me.
I was another church. She, the pastor & others began calling my new pastor & members. This pastor was a part of a holiness denomination & left to start his own church. To get started my former pastor ordained him. (Do you see how claustrophobic this place is? Everyone is connected somehow.) Her father ,by the way, I later found was my grandmother's cousin & was very close growing up to my mother. Her husband was my grandfathers' cousin both from the island of Eleuthra & when they changed the country chairman of the company where she worked it was my aunts' son in law. Just to give you an idea.
Her family & priest was very happy with the job I was doing & told her not to fire me. Her mother was happy ,especially with my cooking. She was trying to get their support to let me go. Her only reason was she was disturbed by my worship music, bible reading & the fact that I did not watch R-rated movies. She wanted to feel comfortable when her new boyfriend from their church spent the night.
My pastor stuck with the holiness doctrine when I arrived. During this hullabaloo he began teaching on Purpose & calvinism. He encouraged the lady I was working for when she began to have doubts that maybe I was right. You see every time she said something to me in opposition to what I said was what the bible taught or a practice I had like putting up scriptures on the bathroom mirror, two or three preachers would come on & say word for word what I had said or describe doing what I had done. Every single time! Her one religious ritual was to have 3 televisions on TBN in the morning whiles she was getting ready for work. It happened so often her boyfriend disappeared for weeks afraid that he might end up in hell for fornicating.
So whenever this happened my pastor began responding with messages that supported her view & lifestyle. Everything that went on was discussed by the church. She started harassing me so I could leave. The same way they did at the other church & at places I rented & as my family did when I stayed with them. She began cutting my clothes. Her son was happy & joined in. He & his friends would gather in the house & make fun of me. Her son began putting dirty water out the sink in whatever I was cooking or extra salt. I told the pastor about this he said nothing to me but preached against grumbling & how we need to show more love when dealing with people. He did tell me later to show her how much I loved her. The treatment got worse. I started praising God whenever I got upset. I thanked God for justice. They began having problems.
I declared that a thief would lose seven times whatever he steals & I will get seven times back. They would find out the cost of whatever they destroyed or stole & see how they lost exactly seven times that immediately. I remember her son damaged my CD player, one of his friends that day stole a game CD he had. It was seven times the cost. He stole my monthly check. I did not leave the house that week so asked his mother to write a new one as I could not have cashed it. She refused & her fairly new car would not start that weekend. Her boyfriend advised her to write the check after he called around & found the cost of the part she needed including installing it was exactly seven times the amount of the check.
This was discussed all over town & at church. I was called a witch by everyone. I prayed & cried out to God.I began to doubt myself. I said God if I'm right please answer these people at church. I was being preached on every Sunday. I went to church & the pastor was ecstatic as he announced a special guest speaker that wednesday. I knew immediately in my spirit what was going to happen.
Sure enough the speaker came & taught on people who are professing christians but are not converted & not saved because they did not leave their sinful lifestyle. She talked about what is a witch. She spoke on how no witch would hate sin & speak against it, a witch was devoted to the devil.
People began saying I called her in advance to tell her what they were saying about me. So yesterday many of these people were part of this year of great stress & upheaval. They said all that power she had & she is nothing. We won, she never went anywhere.
All this gloating is getting to me. Ten years of my life has been constant harassment. I'm asking for handouts to eat. I can not find work & now the police are showing up wherever I am & convincing people that they are watching me ,that I'm a criminal yet to be caught. One of the radio announcers who I went to church with has a popular morning show & he invites police officers on who describe me & warns people about me. They imply that I could be standing around watching people to rob them later with a partner. They imply that I could be a child molester. They walk up & question people about what I'm doing. I know this because people discuss what the police are going to do around me. This is most maddening. Being discussed openly as if I am wallpaper.
Since I am slick criminal one of those church people suggested as I listened on the radio that my picture should be taken & sent to other peoples cell so they could know me when they see me. It should also be shown to police officers. I have had to endure watching people laugh as they have fun raising their phones & taking my picture on the street.
I hope you will pray for God to intervene & bring about righteous judgment.
Pray that God will make His will clearly known to the hearts of all involved.
Pray that the police situation especially will be addressed by God.
For instance, I was working for a lady who worked closely with my former Pastors' wife.She said she would stop having men over, so she could grow closer to God. She asked a lot of questions about the bible. She stopped her son from having girls in his room. He was angry.
Very soon somehow she began conversing with this pastor & others who advised her that all this was not necessary. They told her I was a lesbian. They told her I was just trying to control her & enjoy living in her house whiles she was working all day. They advised her to get rid of me.
I was another church. She, the pastor & others began calling my new pastor & members. This pastor was a part of a holiness denomination & left to start his own church. To get started my former pastor ordained him. (Do you see how claustrophobic this place is? Everyone is connected somehow.) Her father ,by the way, I later found was my grandmother's cousin & was very close growing up to my mother. Her husband was my grandfathers' cousin both from the island of Eleuthra & when they changed the country chairman of the company where she worked it was my aunts' son in law. Just to give you an idea.
Her family & priest was very happy with the job I was doing & told her not to fire me. Her mother was happy ,especially with my cooking. She was trying to get their support to let me go. Her only reason was she was disturbed by my worship music, bible reading & the fact that I did not watch R-rated movies. She wanted to feel comfortable when her new boyfriend from their church spent the night.
My pastor stuck with the holiness doctrine when I arrived. During this hullabaloo he began teaching on Purpose & calvinism. He encouraged the lady I was working for when she began to have doubts that maybe I was right. You see every time she said something to me in opposition to what I said was what the bible taught or a practice I had like putting up scriptures on the bathroom mirror, two or three preachers would come on & say word for word what I had said or describe doing what I had done. Every single time! Her one religious ritual was to have 3 televisions on TBN in the morning whiles she was getting ready for work. It happened so often her boyfriend disappeared for weeks afraid that he might end up in hell for fornicating.
So whenever this happened my pastor began responding with messages that supported her view & lifestyle. Everything that went on was discussed by the church. She started harassing me so I could leave. The same way they did at the other church & at places I rented & as my family did when I stayed with them. She began cutting my clothes. Her son was happy & joined in. He & his friends would gather in the house & make fun of me. Her son began putting dirty water out the sink in whatever I was cooking or extra salt. I told the pastor about this he said nothing to me but preached against grumbling & how we need to show more love when dealing with people. He did tell me later to show her how much I loved her. The treatment got worse. I started praising God whenever I got upset. I thanked God for justice. They began having problems.
I declared that a thief would lose seven times whatever he steals & I will get seven times back. They would find out the cost of whatever they destroyed or stole & see how they lost exactly seven times that immediately. I remember her son damaged my CD player, one of his friends that day stole a game CD he had. It was seven times the cost. He stole my monthly check. I did not leave the house that week so asked his mother to write a new one as I could not have cashed it. She refused & her fairly new car would not start that weekend. Her boyfriend advised her to write the check after he called around & found the cost of the part she needed including installing it was exactly seven times the amount of the check.
This was discussed all over town & at church. I was called a witch by everyone. I prayed & cried out to God.I began to doubt myself. I said God if I'm right please answer these people at church. I was being preached on every Sunday. I went to church & the pastor was ecstatic as he announced a special guest speaker that wednesday. I knew immediately in my spirit what was going to happen.
Sure enough the speaker came & taught on people who are professing christians but are not converted & not saved because they did not leave their sinful lifestyle. She talked about what is a witch. She spoke on how no witch would hate sin & speak against it, a witch was devoted to the devil.
People began saying I called her in advance to tell her what they were saying about me. So yesterday many of these people were part of this year of great stress & upheaval. They said all that power she had & she is nothing. We won, she never went anywhere.
All this gloating is getting to me. Ten years of my life has been constant harassment. I'm asking for handouts to eat. I can not find work & now the police are showing up wherever I am & convincing people that they are watching me ,that I'm a criminal yet to be caught. One of the radio announcers who I went to church with has a popular morning show & he invites police officers on who describe me & warns people about me. They imply that I could be standing around watching people to rob them later with a partner. They imply that I could be a child molester. They walk up & question people about what I'm doing. I know this because people discuss what the police are going to do around me. This is most maddening. Being discussed openly as if I am wallpaper.
Since I am slick criminal one of those church people suggested as I listened on the radio that my picture should be taken & sent to other peoples cell so they could know me when they see me. It should also be shown to police officers. I have had to endure watching people laugh as they have fun raising their phones & taking my picture on the street.
I hope you will pray for God to intervene & bring about righteous judgment.
Pray that God will make His will clearly known to the hearts of all involved.
Pray that the police situation especially will be addressed by God.
