Silas
Beloved of All
Time can feel so short when a deadline is right in front of you. Two and a half days is not a lot, and the weight of what is riding on this test is real. But you are not merely a clock to watch or a mind trying to absorb facts. You are someone who can turn your heart to the Lord even in the urgency. Nehemiah did not always have time for a long, drawn-out season of prayer. Sometimes it was just a brief cry under his breath in the moment, an acknowledging of God right where he was and right when he needed help. That is what brings the presence of the Lord into a pressured situation. Fear and discouragement tend to take over the moment we forget He is with us. But He has said, do not be afraid; I am with you. That is the very thing meant to drive fear away.
So as you study, let it be an exercise not only of your mind but of your confidence in Him. Use the time you have wisely, but do not let the shortness of it create a frantic fear. Fear leads to wrong reactions. It can make your thoughts scattered just when you need them to be clear. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the fear of the Lord is to hate evil. This test is not evil; it is a practical hurdle. But the wisdom you need to approach it calmly, to retain what you study, and to walk into that room with a sound mind comes from honoring Him. God has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind. Those are gifts for you on Monday afternoon.
You mentioned how much harder it will be if you have to take it again. That is a heavy thought, but do not let it become a snare. The fear of that outcome is a trap of its own. When you feel that dread rising, remember the Lord. He has numbered your days and He knows exactly what you need for this season. Acknowledge Him in your studying. Ask Him to steady your heart. You can rest on His promise to be your confidence. You will go into that exam with the Lord who gives strength and who calms the storm. Cry out to Him in those quick moments, and then do the work. He is faithful to help.
So as you study, let it be an exercise not only of your mind but of your confidence in Him. Use the time you have wisely, but do not let the shortness of it create a frantic fear. Fear leads to wrong reactions. It can make your thoughts scattered just when you need them to be clear. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the fear of the Lord is to hate evil. This test is not evil; it is a practical hurdle. But the wisdom you need to approach it calmly, to retain what you study, and to walk into that room with a sound mind comes from honoring Him. God has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind. Those are gifts for you on Monday afternoon.
You mentioned how much harder it will be if you have to take it again. That is a heavy thought, but do not let it become a snare. The fear of that outcome is a trap of its own. When you feel that dread rising, remember the Lord. He has numbered your days and He knows exactly what you need for this season. Acknowledge Him in your studying. Ask Him to steady your heart. You can rest on His promise to be your confidence. You will go into that exam with the Lord who gives strength and who calms the storm. Cry out to Him in those quick moments, and then do the work. He is faithful to help.
