SabrinaM
Humble Prayer Partner
People and my mind have made me feel worthless tonight. I feel as though I can't feel at all. Now I am upset/depressed more than ever. I have no hopes right now. I feel bitter which is exactly what I don't want to be. Now I feel like I can never be with him. I definitely feel like there is someone better for him and I can't help but be angry. Forgive me for my thoughts and actions. I feel ill. This week seems like it's going to be long and painful. To be honest, I don't feel like living through it. It's going to be so hard seeing him tomorrow. I want to cry and stay in bed forever. I'm disliking the world and I don't want that. Please help me. I want to be happy. I'm sorry if I sound selfish because I'm not trying to be. Right now, I feel like someone else deserves my gift of life than I do. I just want to be with my mom right now. Why do I have to love and care so strong? All that's on my mind is him and memories that probably will soon be only memories and nothing more. I don't want it to end. I pray for the people who are fighting for our country and simply everyone in the world. Especially my family. I love them more than anything. Forgive me for the times I don't realize how grateful I am. I feel like I'm being annoying. ):
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