Peace Of Mind

[Badfupa]

I am ready. I have been nothing but trouble for everyone in my life. I have ruined my wife due to my issues, I have no family and no friends. My whole life has been a mess no matter how successful I feel I am over others. I hurt inside. I am afraid. I hate myself and am embarrassed for myself. I am depressed. My life has been depressed. From being raped as a child on several occasions up to now where I don't know how to functional as a normal human being. I'm tired. I see no hope, no light. The exhaustion from being so low, so unbelieving in myself has taken its toll. I see no answers, I have no fire inside. Just hollow, just like what my wife says. I am not a good person, never have been. My life has been a lie and every day strengthens that lie. I'm not a good person and I am done. Those of you who read this. If you pray for me, I humbly thank each and every one of you and would kiss you on the forehead if I could. This writing from me is desperation. Pure desperation. Tomorrow when I wake up, it will be the same. It always is no matter if I try to change it or pray that god fixes it for me. Desperation is all I have left besides the loneliness. I'm so very tired.....thank you for listening and thank you for praying.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[kayandmitch]

If you have asked Jesus to forgive you of your sins and asked Him to come into your heart then dear Sir , you are a new creation in Christ and ALL things have become new , nothing in your past matters , your life is now a clean slate . Just call upon His name and He WILL change your life , you are highly treasured by Jesus ! Father God , right now we bind the voice of the enemy and we ask that You would speak into this man's heart what You have to say about him , that You love Him beyond measure and that he has a purpose in this life , Lord , we speak wisdom over him as he seeks You . Please never give up on Jesus because He will NEVER give up on you !

 

[Scroggymommy5]

Abba, I humbly come to Your Throne this afternoon and lift up Badfupa to You. Oh Heavenly Father, He is Your beloved child and is in such intense pain right now. Father, I ask in Your Son Jesus' Name, to IMMEDIATELY MANIFEST YOURSELF IN HIS LIFE! Supernaturally touch him and fill him to overflowing with Your love, Your peace, and Your joy, unspeakable. Place a renewed Spirit within him a this very instant! Fill him with renewed hope! Wrap Your loving arms around him. Comfort him like never before. I come against the Spirit of hopelessness and despair NOW, IN THE NAME OF JESUS'. I plead the blood of Jesus over Badfupa now in the Name of Jesus! Awaken the Holy Spirit within him to lead and guide him into a much deeper walk with You. Place an intense hunger and thirst deep inside of him for all of the things of You: Your Word, Your righteousness! I pray for the scales to fall away from his eyes that He will finally be able to see You in all of Your Power and Majesty! I ask this in Jesus' Name! Amen

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[splendidtree]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Shine4Yeshua]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Theophilus1973]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[patty700]

I hear you loud and clear but just wanted to say WE ALL ARE A MESS!yes God says WE ALL fall short!(not some people ALL PEOPLE)Start by making sure you are saved so the holy spirit can change you not you changeing you.If you believe Jesus is the son of God who died for all your sins and on the third day rose again just ask him to be your savior and put your name in the book of life and tell the holy spirit to fill you NOW in Jesus name and it is DONE.Read his word so he can talk to you,go to church and be around strong Godly people.You are ok and your on your way for the Lord to do a mighty work in you.I will be praying for you my friend!

 

[Stitcher]

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.