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Randal Wilhelm
Guest
Father I thank You for all that You have done in my life. For the blessings and protection and now I need protection from my own wife.
As we sit in this hotel room after arriving from China two weeks ago to relocate our family to North Carolina the woman I love, the one who I agreed to spend my life with and honor and cherish, attacks me minute by minute because a business deal hasn't worked out with a home in the time frame she thinks it should happen.
### is killing my heart, I am exhausted from holding my peace while taking attack after attack with words that cut to my heart.
Threats on her leaving, on me not being either a good husband nor father to our two children and I am heart sick with these sharp daggers that pierce my heart from morning to night.
There is no rest, no peace and not one ounce of love from her as she tells me stories of her rich friends back in China where we lived for the past 4 years.
I am working as hard as I can to get both business and a home put together but time is not working with me nor is there any light at the end of a long tunnel.
I am spending our savings to keep us housed while my children were left in China with in-laws so we could get the housing arranged and I am struggling to make business deals from my shipping company who I work for while being beaten daily.
Help me Lord to understand, to hold my peace and to see You in this situation. In the name of Jesus I pray.
As we sit in this hotel room after arriving from China two weeks ago to relocate our family to North Carolina the woman I love, the one who I agreed to spend my life with and honor and cherish, attacks me minute by minute because a business deal hasn't worked out with a home in the time frame she thinks it should happen.
### is killing my heart, I am exhausted from holding my peace while taking attack after attack with words that cut to my heart.
Threats on her leaving, on me not being either a good husband nor father to our two children and I am heart sick with these sharp daggers that pierce my heart from morning to night.
There is no rest, no peace and not one ounce of love from her as she tells me stories of her rich friends back in China where we lived for the past 4 years.
I am working as hard as I can to get both business and a home put together but time is not working with me nor is there any light at the end of a long tunnel.
I am spending our savings to keep us housed while my children were left in China with in-laws so we could get the housing arranged and I am struggling to make business deals from my shipping company who I work for while being beaten daily.
Help me Lord to understand, to hold my peace and to see You in this situation. In the name of Jesus I pray.
